Wednesday, March 23, 2011

COMPLICATED

long time im not update my blog this time after been long time to collect felt of love,family,financial n personal..im back. its happened again. suddenly it be like this again. i hate this felt, why? why? and why? it really mess up my mind and everything!! i hate this humm.. i need it. i really need it.
other people among of us really need it. its like an addicted! or culturous?
i need my mum..she is everything for me..she understand me..event she's not here, she's always in my soul. but why im always thinking of  "it"???? i hate it..
suddenly it comes when im alone and it makes me suffer. god. help me. what should i do? humm
it really make me sick when you talk nice with someone. i dont know rather u feel same goes on me. when u talking nicely..its really hurts.. please.. i hate this felt. blrbb..
im try to forget it nut i cant.. keep trying until now to win his heart. i need it. is it because im lonely or its just because i cant realize that im alone? i need his answer soon. humm...always trying and begging..
i know its riddiculuos when im begging someone to win them heart, but its me. im doing anything for "it". humm..
its bleeding back..i hate it...suddenly when it come it reaaly make my studey reputation down coz cant focus on it. humm,,,,,help me dear god... Another frequent feeling is that of nothingness. It has also been described as a void, a black hole, an abyss, hollow, and empty space. Basically there is a feeling that something is missing. When we break up with someone we didn't want to break up with, or we are missing someone we love dearly, we often describe that we feel a hole in our heart, an emptiness somewhere in the space of our chest. What is this emptiness that we feel? This emptiness is a hunger for others, for others to be close to us, for others to love us. When we are hungry for food, our stomach growls, we get an empty feeling in the pits of our stomachs, we can't stop thinking about food, and sometimes it even hurts. In much the same way, loneliness is a hunger for others, a psychological need that must be satisfied.

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